— Kyo (Dir en grey)
it doesn’t matter who likes me or who doesn’t. I know who I want and he left. it hurts because a lot of people say “oh he’s been with so many people” but I thought when we started talking you were different than the other guys at school. I thought I was more than just some person you could throw away and replace with someone else. we were a year of each other’s lives and you just threw it away. you threw me away and it hurts so badly like every day every time I see him it’s the fact that he lied to me and he wants to act like I don’t exist but the fact is this- for a year of your life you told me you loved me and I believed you. No matter how cool you want to look in front of everyone, i don’t know how you could just abandon someone like that. you and I both know the truth about us. When we were “us”. I don’t know why you couldn’t have just talked to me. I would have told you everything.
jon’s still texting me omg