You shattered my fucking heart.
i was fine when i was hundreds of miles away on vacation but now i’m home and all i can think about is him and it’s so stupid it feels like someone’s stabbed me in the chest i just i don’t know every day i just wonder how the one person i thought i knew the most could just leave like you didn’t even give me a fucking CLUE you stopped loving me you just left and the one time we talk i’m supposed to “move on” because you said? you said that literally like 21 days after we had broken up. you don’t just “move on” from someone you were with for so long. how could you betray me like that. how could you just not even tell me you weren’t in love with me anymore? i needed help and you saw that. you saw all of my emotions and you saw how i was totally self destructive and out of control and never ate and was sad and yes i was right when i told you that you blamed everything on me. even when you left you blamed everything on me. i was depressed and you still blamed it on me and you still left. i’ve been so preoccupied with it for the last month that i had three F’s and a C on my report card. i’m no straight a student but i’ve never gotten grades like that in my life. all because i just couldn’t do it anymore. you have no clue what the fuck you did when you left. i don’t understand why you couldn’t have just been truthful in the first place instead of leaving. i’m so angry god i’m so angry and hurt every time i think about it oh my god. i just needed help.
it’s overwhelming how much I still think about you. I should have moved on past someone who ended everything over some stupid fight. maybe you should have seen I was lost and needed help. maybe me “changing” was an indication of something else going on. I needed help and you left. I don’t really know what to say anymore. you’re never going to read this and you’re never going to care again. I don’t know what I think about everything that’s happened
friend-zoning guys is horrible. it is disgusting. funzone them instead. send them to a small childs park so they can cry with the other babies when they dont get what they want.
To anyone who is thinking about killing themselves: please watch this
This is from a girl who’s sister committed suicide. If you are looking for a sign not to commit, this is it.
Please share this so everyone can see.